by Justin Carmien
Five Easy Pieces tells the story of a man drifting between the worlds he inhabits. Jack Nicholson’s character, Bobby Dupea, is caught between expectations, family, and his own sense of self—a narrative of dislocation and rootlessness.
by Tom Amarque
My most recent article, “The Art of Willing,” proved interesting largely because of the feedback it generated. In retrospect, it became obvious that I had failed to answer the most fundamental question of all—namely: What is will? I realized that much of the criticism stemmed from this omission. I had committed one of philosophy’s cardinal sins: assuming that everyone uses a given term in the same way I do. So let’s rectify this.
by Tom Amarque
It is an interesting fact that will, one of the most basic features of human psychological existence, plays only a minuscule role in contemporary psychology—if it plays any role at all. This is puzzling, because will—understood as a pattern of behaviors oriented toward particular goals—seems to encompass much of what we do in our everyday lives.
by Tom Amarque
Maybe we don’t enter the world at birth. Maybe our life really begins by brushing against surfaces—leaving the amniotic sac of primordial fusion with the mother-womb behind and becoming surfaces ourselves, exposed to other surfaces. Skin onto skin. Our face and lips search for the breast; so much so that this sack of tissue and fat leaves such a deep imprint that it continues to exert its fascination even in the final stages of our life.
by Justin Carmien
Indeed, our capacity to empathize is not infinite. Today, images and reports of suffering in the news and on social media fuel an economy of attention.
The values which once drove modernization now exhibit clear signs of exhaustion. Throughout modern literature, we find widespread testament to alienation, rootlessness, estrangement, apathy, and resentment.
The Tree of Life is a series of intimate, unscripted dialogues, Dr. Marc Gafni and Andrew Sweeny reawaken the Tree of Life as what it has always been: not a static diagram or mystical abstraction, but ten living reality stories—the deep narrative structures through which Cosmos, culture, and the human soul unfold.
Traces, Light-Prints (volume 1) is a cycle of diptychs and triptychs written over a long stretch of time. More than a volume of collected poems, it’s a relevant bridge established between the author’s earlier and more recent works, a unifying opus and poetic vision patiently honed, brought into focus and driven.
A love story as old as time itself. In The Infinite Now, Tom Amarque traces the eternal cycle of union, loss, and creation.
This book is a lyrical reflection on Dr. John Vervaeke’ massive and influential YouTube series Awakening from the Meaning Crisis. In this volume of essays, YouTuber, poet, and essayist Andrew Sweeny distills the core ideas into poetic, accessible meditations. This is not a summary—it’s a dialogue. A jazz-like engagement.
The subject matter of modern philosophy has gone by various names: the cogito sum, transcendental subject, da sein, or the dividual. However, these descriptions do not merely refer to subject matter for philosophers, but are a description of a “subiectum” which is prior to the world and which accounts for its being.
A meditative companion to Rudolf Steiner’s path of inner development. What does it mean to walk a spiritual path in an age of noise and distraction? Alchemy of Soul is not a commentary but a resonance — a living invitation to deepen the journey of self-initiation described in Rudolf Steiner’s How to Know Higher Worlds.
It is part textbook, part transcription of an online course, & part poetic grimoire. A grimoire is a fancy term for a collection of magical practices and ideas. Do you believe in magic? Does anyone really believe or disbelieve in magic? Maybe it is more about a kind of feeling. A special flavor of attention, energy and embodiment. A collection of interests in symbolism, manifestation, intention, ritual, ancient wisdom and the emancipatory vibe of all things wondrous
Joe Ross’s poetic work, Where Was The Flag B–E–F–O–R–E?, is an intricate meditation on existence, perception, and transformation. It invites the reader into a dynamic interplay between philosophy, spirituality, and cultural reflection, using language as a fluid medium through which meaning constantly re-emerges. The work resists traditional narrative structure, instead embodying a cyclical and recursive rhythm that mirrors the evolving nature of thought and experience.
In this book, Tom Amarque disentangles the concept of will from its historical context and transforms it in a contemporary way with the aim of arriving at a conception that does justice to today's crises and demands.
108 Songs for the Red Goddess is a raw and devotional collection of poems that defy convention, offend modern sensibilities, and challenge the pillar saints' religiosity with their bold, erotic message. Andrew Sweeny’s work is part rebellion, part reverence, and a spontaneous exploration of longing, crisis, and illumination.
A deep and practical study of Gurdjieff’s writings, understood on their own terms, reveals a profound vision. Gurdjieff indicates clearly, and at times staggeringly so, that his "system", commonly referred to as the Fourth Way or the Work, is the continuation of Christ’s original doctrine.
by Justin Carmien
There is a particular jingle which still hums through grocery stores and banks, a faint residue of another world. “Everybody wants to be closer to free.”